what i dream on are gone ,

never have a dream come true ,

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trying hard , 

but making myself like this , 

very regret ,

walk to the wrong way , 

finding the correct way to out from the stupid world ,

im lost .

thanks for making me like this . 

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i dontknow why ,

friendship getting worst , 

i miss last time alot ..

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lifeless ,

many things happen this fews day ,

friendship ,

the only thing i wan to say is , 

u all always my best friends ,

nomatter how ,

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.

But , 

the things i see is REALITY ,

why ?

very disappointed .

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i miss you , 

but , i know i am the one that dont appricate ,

so ,

just let go :)

and , 

thanks for take care of me .

9pm++ my brother fetch me to amazon for training , 

on the way to there , 

accident , the road are wet , 

i dontknow what the feeling , omg . scary , 

car got three person , im the only one get hurt .

and i dontknow how i get hurt . 

very scary , 

first go for clinic , 

then go HTAR ,

but have to wait , 

omgosh , straight vomit , 

then faster go subang medical center ,

27/10/2011 recharge .

i have no hope , 

disappointed with myself .

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brother , 

dont feel scare . 

i dont blame you , 

thats all are accident , 

not your fault okay  ,

im okay :)

btw , 

thanks my friends .

min, 

lun ,

nelson , 

yoby ,

kuso ,

sookyan ,

pohyee,

vj ,

puiyee,

cj souljiah , 

eric ,

Today , 

6pm++ with lun went to AEON bukit tinggi have our dinner .

at BBQ PLAZA . 

so , 

after bbq plaza go fetch nikki . then went to Amazon for pool (lun , nikki , min)

hmm , 

i dontknow what happen with the ball today .

very disappointed with myself ,

train for so many time still never improve .

after pool  

wanted to out from amazon ,

very suddenly stomach pain again .

pain untill sit at floor and cry -.-

Min carry me back to amazon again @@

sit at there ,

very very pain and suffer . 

went to toilet and vomit .

very malu =.=

cant walk ,

cant stand , 

omgoosh 

then min carry me , hahah . funny . 

, 

never pain like this before .

still have to endure .

untill at car . 

then go mamak have milo panas . 

feel better .

on the way back home got a call from KUSO .

so go mcdonald with him .

till 5am ++

then second round I.V mamak till 6am++

suddenly the pain BACK AGAIN! :(

OMGOSH ,

what happen with my stomach :(

ok ,

end of my boring story .

GOODNIGHT